And the worst thing you could ever say to me? You said it today. You know there’s no way I could be reasonable with you when you’re mad. So what do I do? Just tell me what should I do? Is it really that you’re always right and I’m always wrong. Why don’t you listen to me. And the worst thing is you could actually misunderstand the situation? Misunderstand me and perceive it as the only truth? You’re accusing me. And it hurts like fuck. 

I stared at the toilet seat and wondered to myself who was in the right and wrong. I ran through the crowds with tears flowing out uncontrollably thinking why in the world my people-thought-was-so-perfect-life was actually so distorted and imperfect. If only we could take some time to understand. Yes, I study hard because I want to earn money. And it’s because of you oh god. And you tell me you don’t need a single cent from me? Thanks a lot.

Now it’s like my life is worth nothing. Could you let me explain, or did you ever let me explain? There was simply no way I could speak. All this while I believed in every single word you said like it’s the bible. Yet today, you turned my life around by stabbing straight into my heart, like telling me in my face that I no commitment towards you. Perhaps all the while, you never really understood me.

I hate to have said what I just did, but maybe only tumblr would understand me just like I do

I don’t know either